aching secrets
in a couple of weeks i suppose i'll send an email to a certain girl and it will say something like:
"well, i guess you're leaving soon. i want you to know that i still don't regret it; i just wish that it had turned out differently. goodbye."
why has this happened? i truly wish that we were still talking to each other. i truly want to be a friend to her. i don't want to make her feel bad, or cling desperately to her. i only want to "be there" for her.
i still am here for her. if she is looking at these words right now, she knows what to do.
it will only be a couple of weeks.