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Mar. 30, 2003
10:02 p.m.

you aren't never goin' anywhere

today, saw a girl whose name i painfully cannot remember.

okay, it's not really painful.

today saw girl whose name forgot.

it should be quite depressing that i can't remember her name, because i've probably already asked her at least once or twice. yep, i don't even remember if i've done that.

this should be doubly painful because she's really quite friendly and nice and cute and likes to play with my hair.

meanwhile, i still remember the name of the girl that i'm talking to on aim, the girl i haven't even seen in months, that i don't talk to or email or telephone or instant-message much more than never, really.

i also know the proper name of a girl that i have never met in person, nor even seen a picture of. now that's just silly.

so, this should be painful, if i were not such a self-centered person, but as it is, i'm mainly concerned about remembering (or finding out) her name so that i don't end up ruining my chances with her.

i don't even know her name and here i am speculating about chances.

i think that i had a point here, and i think that that is it.

here is some music.

i feel like i'm disappearing
getting smaller every day
but i look in your eyes
and i'm bigger in every way
�Sonic Youth, "Tunic (Song for Karen)"

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