no nothing
so i have some time between shifts and nothing specific to do. it's easiest to come here and burn up the hours, the eyes, the hopes and intentions. it's easier just to escape.
but it seems that the escape creates problems too. makes me tired, destroys my will to do anything, uses up the time in which i could be creating instead of consuming. gets me used to passive inactivity.
i'm sure this is not new to anyone, especially to anyone who has been reading this diary.
has anyone been reading this diary? it's hard to tell.
i haven't been writing much lately, i know. it's hard to get started. it's hard to think of anything that seems worth writing about. i know that the expression is "no news is good news", but lately it seems that it's just no news.