gasp!
sometimes it's good to know that there is a point. i'll leave it as an exercise for the reader to figure out what it is :)
this evening i was supposed to hang out with M for a bit, but she was reminded at the last instant that she had to help somebody move. then she's going to dallas for the weekend. then, i'm working a lot next week. i'm even working on wednesday, my usual day off. wednesdays have been about the only time i could see M, because she's free for about an hour and a half between classes, and i'm free because it's my day off. alas, i'm working right when she's free this wednesday. maybe our perpetually at-odds schedules are a sign?
it's pretty similar with V, actually. i usually only talk to her late at night when i should be asleep. aim has been a primary source of our keeping in touch in between "parties" (and i put "parties" in quotes because they're pretty sad, as parties go; however, i don't care because they've got V and alcohol :] ).
hey, look, this guy's site has a cowboy bebop picture on it. that's pretty cool. not sure if it's enough reason to start reading it. i have enough to do online as it is. however, there are hints that i may already know him, which makes it more interesting. curses! my free time, foiled again!
wait... dude, i'm in a band with this guy! is that freaky or what? i'm really not sure if i should be embarassed by, or freaked out by the anonymity that the internet could afford someone. when it comes down to it, though, i suppose it's just another open-ended possibility. anonymity is not good or bad; it's a tool, and it can be used both for good or bad purposes. the real thing to worry about is the motive behind the mask.
while i'm at it, i should mention that this guy sure writes a lot. i could take a lesson or two.
you know what's sad? diaryland has a page that shows how many people list a particular diary as a buddy. for instance, i have 13 linkers. the sad thing is that i almost view this as a competition. i have a really craven desire to be linked by huge numbers of people. i know that it's silly and i'm pretty ashamed of it, but hey, this is a diary, it's where you write about your inner workings, right?
and no, this is not a plea to get more people to link to me. geez.
hungry. time to eat. just... download... one - more - mp3...!