it's a long story
so, i'm on the karma payment plan now.
just got the new modest mouse ep. it's my first ever modest mouse recording. somehow that seems significant, much like i'd imagine my first time to hear slipknot would be (and that doesn't seem likely, really). i don't know why buying a modest mouse cd is really any more significant than, say, fugazi or sonic youth, whom i've also just started listening to.
anyway, that cd has a song called, "karma's payment", and i just mentioned karma not too long ago. strangely enough, it was in the entry linked to above. i know, it's quite a stretch.
i get frustrated writing in this thing sometimes because i know i can do better. i think i've written some really good things and it's frustrating to be writing and know that it's just not coming out right.
i'm also getting tired of writing about myself. it seems like that's the only subject that ever enters my mind. maybe i should take a break from writing. not that i really write that much besides in here, and i guess the whole point of a diary is to write about yourself. it just bothers me and makes me feel self-centered.
it's not the only thing that does.