at last, i see -- it's all so duple
all of my friends are too spread out. they are also girls, but i'm not sure what that has to do with anything. well, most of my friends are girls.
i always go off on tangents. where was i?
my friends are too spread out. i have one friend in new orleans (who i was just thinking about), and then lots of individual friends here in abilene. they're not part of a big group that i can see all at once. consequently (consequentamente), i keep losing track of friends. there are three i can think of immediately, well four maybe, that i haven't seen recently enough, and there are more that i want to know better.
it would be really awkward to conglomerate all of my friends into one large group, because they're all girls, and well it would just be weird to have all these girls and then there's chuck!
i want to make a mix-tape, or mix CD rather, for M, but can't decide what songs to put on it. the process of making a cd is not spontaneous enough. if i could just tape each song as it occurred to me, i might be done by now, but a cd has to be planned out ahead of time, and i change my mind every time i get two or three songs decided upon. also, i don't have most of my cds transferred onto the computer, and i get bogged down by the effort of doing that. dang it, i hate being so lazy. i always expect things to be made easier so that i won't have to put forth any effort.
another difficulty i'm having is that it seems like a mix should have some sort of theme to it, or at least a progression from song to song. otherwise it's just like a little slice of radio. i don't know, maybe that's not such a bad thing?
i also want to pick songs that she'll like, but i just don't really know whether she'll like some of them or not.
i'm just thinking about it too much.
here are some songs that i think i'm going to put on it...
- blonde redhead - in particular
- bloomsday - blush
- the microphones - the moon
- fugazi - five corporations
- micah hinson - one more drunk sick in the storm
i think i'm just going to give her some songs that i like, and if she doesn't like them, well, that will speak for itself.