time to go
did you know that i have a livejournal, too? i don't ever write in it, though. it's kind of become the place where my "other" friends are; you know, the people that i don't really see that often, or have pretty much lost contact with. i never intended it to be that way, i never wanted to lost touch with those people, but it's so hard to me to keep track of more than a few things at a time. sometimes just living my life makes it hard to see the people that even live in the same town. one friend of mine even lives in walking distance and i haven't seen her in something like a month.
i want to start writing in the lj so that those other friends can at least get a glimpse, so that they'll know that i'm still alive; and i want to keep reading their journals, because it's the least i can do.
but even now i wonder it seems like maybe there's a point at which you should let go. these people have entirely separate lives now, and some of them i never even knew well to begin with. why go to the trouble?
nonetheless, it seems like the right thing to do.