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January 12, 2004
11:50 p.m.

and so forth

so the recording is starting to get underway. i'm pretty excited about it.

i feel like i'm turning into a different person. would you notice yourself turning into a different person if it happened slowly? so does that mean it's happening quickly? or am i imagining things?

my shoes are very dirty. i've cleaned them twice and it doesn't seem to help any.

i found a great chair in the alley, and i dragged it across the alley into my house, and replace it with my old worn-down chair. in with the old, out with the old.

i was going to say something else, but i forgot what.

i wanted to say one last thing on the sex subject. i want sex, but i don't need it. (i hope that no one got that impression from the earlier entries, but i just thought that i'd make it clear.) on my better days, i'd prefer to save sex for marriage. sometimes, i even wish that it wasn't there. it just causes so much trouble.

there's a hole in my pants. i don't know how it got there. there's a scar on my finger. i don't know how it got there. i think i have warts.

i'm overly disgusted by warts. it seems like they're pretty common. i just wish i didn't have them.

once, i prayed, in church, for my warts to be healed. they weren't. i don't think that i expected them to be.

i say "that" a lot.

no, i'm not on drugs.

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