short stay
staring in the mirror. that's all i'm doing. is it healthy, all these things i do? i make web sites that are just about myself. i just spend all my time working on them, making them perfect, primping and poising and adjusting and tucking.
if i were a woman i would be a painted doll.
i help too, but a lot of it is for my own advancement. i'll admit it. i go to this forum and help people, and while i'm at it i plug the other site and hope they visit it.
they don't.
fortunate? unfortunate?
for that matter, why am i putting a diary online? why does anybody? it's not like there are really that many people who want to know what's going on with me. i can just tell those one or two people and be done with it. no spending hours tweaking borders and colors and pixels and ems.
i have a headache. i don't want to leave, but there's no reason to stay. i have a headache.
walk away
further stay
breaking broken
glassy waves