p.s. i am not depressed
well, hm, i've learned that it's not a good idea to put an entry off for too long. i can't remember what i was going to say.
the dishes have been sitting in my sink for a long time now. i just wash off whatever i need to use and then put it back. i've been staying up late, and putting off things. sometimes it feels like my life's barely holding together.
on the other hand, i still eat and bathe and shave and occasionally do laundry. some things are making progress. but, as citizenhum said to me once, whenever you've got so many things to do that you don't have time to do anything else, that's when you keep finding more things to do. i guess i just have too many things to do.
ah, now i remember what i was going to say. my house is full of broken things, some of which may never be fixed. i really don't know how to fix some of them, and i'm very slow at fixing the others. i guess that when i realized that i could fix things, i just leapt into it and got in over my head.
i-love-straw seems to like crazy, eccentric people. she should see my house.
i have more to say, but i'm tired of writing in here. i always have more to say. i'm always tired.