don't worry folks, it'll be okay
i take things too seriously, or not seriously enough.
i hate the growing process, the time at which i can see that i'm getting better, but am not yet good.
i also hate seeing both sides of every argument or decision. i hate my emotional wavering. i hate the fantasies that cloud my vision every second. i hate not knowing. i hate not even knowing how i feel or what i want. i hate not doing what i feel or want when i do know. i hate making these mistakes. i hate being responsible for other people. in fact, i want responsibility, but when it comes calling, i hate it.
speaking of responsibility, i have a guitar to fix.