(i like my entries to have titles)
thinking, indeed. thinking far too much and yet somehow failing to figure out anything important.
confused and uncertain, still not at peace, but okay.
i think this has been a reminder that people are not who you are supposed to depend on. god wants me to depend on him and wants to make sure i don't get too hung up on anybody else. that's going to be a long, slow, painful lesson for me.