i am not too certain about many things
you all may find it interesting to know: i have been discovering, in the time since abandoning this Diary, that a couple of the girls i have Liked in these pages have turned out to like me too. i shouldn't name names, since someone might read this and assume that i'm dating someone, which i'm not, and thus cause embarrassment (all of which has happened before youknowhoyouare). but it confirms that my instincts are not nearly as wrong as i thought. also, i am not as unattractive as i thought.
also, don't drink wine on an empty stomach when you have homework to do. this too i have discovered over the years.