remembranza
i latch onto the most random things and torment myself with them, and keep bringing them up.
what kind of a jackass am i? she told me that she felt like that and i laughed.
but if i brought it up, she probably wouldn't remember. i don't know why not, but in my experience that's what happens.
i am thirty now. i really shouldn't be crying into an online journal about a girl. what is wrong with me.