bad news, baby i'm bad news
i don't know what to do.
whenever i meet a girl and have an intimate connection with her, she becomes one of the few things that can have a strong emtional effect on me. i don't care that much about computer programming or playing music. i mean, i'd be disappointed if i had the chance to play some music and then lost it, but i wouldn't have this burning nervousness in my belly that keeps me awake at night.
it's especially worse that i seem to feel this way about every girl, and that every girl even still seems to be the special magical one, at least while i am thinking about her.