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Nov. 08, 2002
4:05 p.m.

not about kung-fu

i had just finished writing a nice long, complex entry here, in a very interesting, artistic (i thought so, anyway) format, with a very particular message, when i then read this:

"my one goal in life is to be able to have a guy friend that is more like a brother than anything else ... i just want one guy who will like me for me and not care about what i look like"

now, that should tip you off as to what i had just written here, and maybe, if you think about it, why i erased it all and replaced it with this.

that was a close call.

i have to admit, i almost did something stupid, just out of frustration and pent-up something or another, but i realized that i want to do the right thing, not just the thing that will make me feel good.

i hope this doesn't make the sour overpower the sweet. seek balance, grasshopper!

awww... now i have another name to call you :)

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