does this place go on forever?
life is complicated. too complicated, i think.
oh alright, i'm not talking about life in general. i'm talking about "relationships", love-lifes, whatever. how can you think that someone is interested in you when they're not? how can someone be interested in you and yet you ignore them? why isn't this easier and more straightforward? it's like a game where you don't even get to know the rules, where in fact the rules are different from one person to the next. it's enough to drive me crazy!
i have a proposal, though. how about we stop with the games, stop with the subtlety and guessing, and just tell each other what's going on? why don't we just be honest and upfront? why doesn't somebody just tell me how to tell if i'm barking up the wrong tree, or if the tree is actually barking at me?
it's too obvious, though. somebody must have thought of this already. it must have been tried before. why didn't it succeed? why are we all still so alone?
are you my anchor or just the bait on the hook?