as usual, i don't really have an excuse for being up this late
i just want to say that i am tired of being "in like". the effect of picking out a certain girl and saying "i like this girl" is that i end up basically committing to her even before i know how she feels about me, or even if i really want to commit to her!
this is not to say that i'm no longer open to being interested in girls -- i'm just going to stop worrying about any one particular girl ...okay, or two... and instead i'll be open to whatever.
i am pitiful, aren't i? here i am planning it all out, how i'm going to change. why don't i just change, and have it done with? let's hope i will.
i don't smell like smoke anymore, and i'm not sure if i like it or not.
now, you, give me my catch phrase back or i'll, i'll, i'll just start watching golf!