i'm just grumpy because it is late
if only life were easier.
would it be less valuable?
probably.
but life is easy, i think. it just takes courage to do it the easy way, and i'm a coward, so i make things complicated and difficult.
it's very simple, i think, the solution to my problems, but i am obstinate like a child and i refuse to face reality and just do what i have to do.
i want life to be more interesting, but i think that it takes a lot of boring work to make that happen. i want to have fun, but it takes hard work sometimes and pain sometimes and even just gritting my teeth and doing something that i don't want to do.
but i'm just saying all the stuff that i know in order to put off actually doing it. oh, and in order to have an entry, so that you will click the link, and read my diary, and then come back for more. isn't that great?
oh, we had a show tonight, and it was good. thanks to everyone who came out, and sorry to those who i forgot to tell about it. okay, i'm going to bed now. bah.